Trust your hopes, Not your fears

Monday, September 16, 2013.

As the title says so, Im finally back to sch. InsyaAllah, if everything goes well, this will be my final yr in sch (: And for the record, this is the only year that Ive no one, that's in the same class as me. None of my friends managed to get the same slot :( 

All this while, Ive been lucky to have atleast a friend for my every module. Its actually not that bad being alone in class, I mean Ive ever lunch alone during my lunch periods. Its just that, having a friend in the same class, it somehow 'brightens' my day, mood during lesson (: 

But Alhamdulilah, I managed to make a new friend in class today. A very nice chinese girl (: Im no longer a loner now, hahaha. Well atleast for this module >.<

You know bloggy, as Im walking around in sch today, hmm.. well.. okay, who am I lying to? Its just different this year. Being in sch where I could no longer bump into someone that I love. That charming face.. Yes I know our story are pretty much done since yrs back. But this feelings, they just wouldnt stop loving you and Ive no clue to that. Ive missed you today. Ive miss your presence. I know Ive got to move on. I guess, I just happened to remember you alot today. It'll all get better, move on. :') 

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Saturday, September 7, 2013.

Have u ever been in a situation, where you manage to control your tears from flowing, when the fact is, you're deeply hurt. You gathered all your strength and it overpowers your emotions, and soon you realise you're no longer affected by his acts. I guess its true, what doesn't kill you makes you stronger. What doesn't kill you makes a fighter :') 

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Sunday, September 1, 2013.

Hey september, we meet again! Please be a lovely month alright ;)

Ive just read some updates in my sch portal, and guess what? Sch will resume on 16 september onwards. Hahaha. Cheers to my final year in sch, InsyaAllah. 

Im sure its gona be a hectic year for me with all these tough upcoming modules. But what keep me positive is I repetitively told myself, I could do this. And since my results alhamdulilah, gets better each and ever year, that shows, Ive been studying the right way and that Ive managed to cope with it. Its all about staying positive, work hard and be discipline. I agree every modules is tough in its way, but the key is to study hard and always, remember Allah. May the Creator ease our journey and help us in every way. InsyaAllah, I'll do my best (: 

And today Im so glad I managed to talk on the phone with my friend whos in Australia now. Its always nice to talk to him, such a wonderful buddy. A friend that never fails to cheer me up, and never tires to spread me with positive advices. May one day we meet up again, though I know its prolly 5 yrs later :') No matter what, we'll always stay in touch alright. Miss you buddy! 

Till my next post readers, xx. 

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